anna-marianna

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:41:06 GMT

SONG

something's dead
and I dont really know what I feel
fly ahead
it's something I'd wanted, but I fear
that it will
be something that i will not forget
and u know, memories hurt so bad

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 09:00:54 GMT

it is the first of June. 1st June. i think it looks so beautiful.

my month on my blue sky
my white clouds and my quiet wind
my life has now just began
and everyday it will always only begin

Sun, 25 May 2008 09:23:54 GMT

the truth is only in my heart
whatever lie i tell - believe,
i am, i'm here, no matter how
i promise i will always be

insult me

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:32:28 GMT

insult me, u won t be able to pay the price
if only i ask Him to revenge
spread hatred under "righteousness" disguise
the Truth will come to u and make u bare

u thought that truth is laws and strictness
oh gosh.. then where is place for love?
ah, u say that love is just for kids?
then definitely u are of cursed

a heart that s filled with venon, evil
it is not place for guiding light
im not an angel, but not either
a "rightteous" one whose mind is blind

a righteousness is not in praying
it is in being who u are
sincere to ur Lord and doing
whatever ur heart tells its right

ur heart s not equal to desires
desires come from bothered mind
inside urself u ll find no evil
but u dont have courage to look inside

arms of future

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:33:28 GMT

here i can breath
i ll find this way
the star s in me
myself i am my way...

untill little heart beats
i go, i go... im gone
the arms of future greet
me, i enter into their love

faithless

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:25:06 GMT

u ve never seen me
just what i wanted to show
or what i could...

fractions of moment belong to me
and even them i dont know
i thought i should...

the word "alone" will be kind of best
more truthfull than the faithless rest

Desires

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:56:08 GMT

i have no fear of my desires. they are like foam, they come and go.

im confident in whats inside me, i am myself and dont need more.

there is no sin, nor a temptation. they are like clouds or shades or ghosts

they are dispersed just as i glance and they have no part in my world.

they dont belong to what i dream of, they cannot follow call of heart
they fall like dead leafs from my sorrow and clear the way for joy&light.

a sin is nothing but a means to make u lose urself, get lost

and when u find urself, u ll see that sins are melted just like snow

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 00:24:43 GMT

im the flower, im the beauty, im the best of universe
im the sun, the dawn, the starlight, im the happy tears burst
im the gentle and the joyfull, im the rich and im the light
im the secret, im a journey, im a tale, this is my life

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 21:21:56 GMT

my first day here.
there have been many days elsewhere. like pieces of my life... burried forever in there. they keep some maria on them, but its not definitely me...
i am only what i am in this moment. but the moment also slips away. joke of life... :)